Matthew 27:3-10 Judas Lord, when the dar

Matthew 27:3-10
Judas
Lord, when the darkness overwhelms me
and the madness of my own conclusions suffocates me,
when there is no one to turn to,
all my bridges burnt,
my last hand played,
seek me out,
overtake me.
I know I am running fast
I don’t seem to be able to anything else.
I’ve even stopped caring about the direction.
I just can’t stop.
Be there for me –
in the private moments of self-inflicted hell.
When the rope is round my neck
and the vultures gather.
You are my only hope.
I’ve always known it,
but never been able to follow.
Now, I would like to eat your bread,
Now that I am at last hungry:
Feed me with yourself.
Amen.