Category: Devotions

The ‘I am ready’ declaration of the missionary

Acts 21: 13 “Then Paul answered, ‘Why are you weeping and breaking my heart? I am ready not only to be bound, but also to die in Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus.’

I am ready.
This is my time. I don’t get another chance.
This is my time to stop blaming my enemies as the excuse for not being who I am.
This is my time to come from behind the scenes of failure and obscurity.
This is my time to stop pretending in order to escape facing reality.
This is my time to stop hiding, holding back what lies within me.
This is my time of finding strength in God.
This is my time for a new anointing.
This is my time of taking the good news to those in need.
This is my time to heal the heartbroken.
This is my time to announce freedom and grace to all who are captive.
This is my time to forgive those who are guilty
There’s no time like this time.
I am ready.
What matters is not where I live, but who I live for.
God is everything to me. No matter what happens I will survive.
If disaster comes tomorrow I am ready
I am living for God now and he will guide and protect me through the attacks of the enemy.
I don’t know what is around the corner but I am nearer to it today.
I am ready.
I have ‘10,000 reasons’ to be so.
The sun comes up, it’s a new day dawning, it’s time to sing MY song again
Whatever may pass, and whatever lies before me, I WILL be singing when the evening comes.
And on that day when my strength is failing the end draws near and my time has come, still my soul will sing HIS praise unending, 10,000 years and then forevermore.
I am ready.
God is working in me and so I do not give up.
All things will work together so I will hang on.
Even though I stare defeat in the face I do not look away or back off, I keep staring.
I will never be intimidated by anyone.
If I become disabled or suffer a setback I will manage it, I will learn from it and change.
I will always try again.
If I am defeated it does not mean the battle has been lost
I will surrender to God no one else.
I am ready.

The missionary zeal
Acts 21:12 “When we heard this, we and the people there pleaded with Paul not to go up to Jerusalem.”

Luke and the team begged Paul not to go to Jerusalem.
It wasn’t because they believed the Holy Spirit had told them not to go.
It was because:
1. The Holy Spirit had told them that trouble was ahead.
2. As part of his team they would be going with Paul into that trouble.
Two things happened to me last night.
I had a skype call with a missionary couple who are 3 months away from leaving the UK to go to another nation. It was an exciting conversation but we also talked of family members who are struggling to let them go and who had hoped by now they would have changed their mind.
Later in the evening I was in conversation with a friend of a missionary who was describing how difficult it was for that missionary to be a witness in the nation they were in. They continued to try and explain to me that if they even tried to give out a Bible or talk about Jesus they would be arrested.
On reflection later laid in bed I was moved by both conversations. The pleas from family members and the advice of a friend were being played over in my mind. I committed myself to do all that I can to honour the role of the missionary by not down-playing the high cost that is to be paid. I will do all that I can to make sure that whilst the safety of the missionaries is important it will not fall into the area of comfort and fear stopping them from doing the will and call of God. I committed myself to make known the following:
1. The missionary is committed to laying their life down. Death for them is only negative in that it will stop their mission of sharing the gospel, not that it stops them being on earth.
2. The missionary has people who are cheering them on and they also have family and friends deeply concerned for them. That is how it is.
3. The missionary is a person with such strong conviction that nothing and no one will stop them.
This is why we must pray and give to the missionaries. We must do all that we can to cheer them on and encourage their zeal and not to dampen it.

Live it out!
Acts 21:11 “Coming over to us, he took Paul’s belt, tied his own hands and feet with it and said, ‘The Holy Spirit says, “In this way the Jewish leaders in Jerusalem will bind the owner of this belt and will hand him over to the Gentiles.”’

Agabus acts out a prophetic message before Paul and the team. It is a demonstration of what will happen to Paul. This piece of theatre is not unusual in the biblical world of the prophet.
Isaiah took off his clothes and preached naked for 3 years.
Jeremiah hid his underwear under a rock and then after a long time went back for them! He also attached a cattle yoke to his shoulders for a season.
Hosea married a prostitute.
Ezekiel ate a scroll. He lay on his side for 390 days and then rolled over and repeated the action for a further 40 days.
It does make the actions of Agabus look quite normal!
But it is interesting that prophets acted out their messages. It was not because as some think that prophets are strange, off-the-wall kind of people. But at the centre of their lives is the core message that consumes their whole life. Their actions are the symbols for the truth.
The nudity of Isaiah was a sign that the Assyrians would make the Egyptian and Ethiopian prisoners march naked into captivity.
Jeremiahs soiled underwear shows God’s thoughts on the worthlessness of His people who went against His word.
Hosea’s marriage decision shows God’s relationship with unfaithful Israel.
Ezekiel laying on his side was to show the years of the nation’s sin, 390 years for Israel and 40 years for Judah.
The prophet lives out the word that is in their hearts, they are more than preachers. They show us this that the Word of God can so consume our lives that it disrupts our behaviours and transforms our actions.
And they did all of these actions because God told them to. The ultimate embodiment was that of the coming of Christ who is the Word of God made flesh. Just like the prophets Christ’s behaviour seems eccentric as he spits on people and throws mud in their eyes, casts demons into pigs and promises to rebuild the temple in 3 days to name a few.
We need to let the Bible overwhelm our lives. It is not a reading book, a text book, a study book. It is the Word of God. We need to demonstrate how totally life-changing the Word of God is. People need to see the message of God in us. Some will never read the Bible but they can read us. If the Spirit is leading then show this. “I’m just the messenger. Don’t shoot the messenger,” is not good enough. Be more than the messenger, be the message! Be Christ’s letter of love!

We need the Prophet.
Acts 21:10 “After we had been there a number of days, a prophet named Agabus came down from Judea.”

Paul and his team had been in Philips home a ‘number of days’. What was happening in that time? Luke doesn’t say but I can imagine them enjoying the environment of prophecy as the daughters engaged their gifting. We know prophecy is given to edify, encourage and comfort the people of God (1 Cor 14:3). They needed words that did this. They were heading to Jerusalem uncertain of what their fate would be. To have words that would stabilise them was so important. Paul had known for some time that prison and hardships faced him in the future but I am sure the team were hoping for a positive outcome. Maybe they received words that strengthened them, “God is with you” etc.
But then something shocking happens. Agabus arrives, the prophet. The one who in chapter 11 accurately prophesied a famine is standing amongst them.
A prophet is not only someone who can edify, encourage and comfort but they will warn of impending doom, bring correction and direction to the Church and do it all in love. The Church needs them. In a moving changing world the Church needs the office of prophets alongside teachers, pastors, evangelists and apostles to hold her steady and to remain faithful.
Prophets are before the face of God continually.
Prophets protect His presence by operating their lives in love and grace and have set in place appropriate boundaries.
Prophets minister under authority.
Prophets are not the same, each one is different to the other.
Prophets equip the Church with the ability to see and hear the mind and will of God.
I am sure the list is longer than this!
But the sight of Agabus meant that God was about to speak. They would know what was going to happen. If Agabus heard that a famine would happen he wasn’t afraid to declare that. So what would it be this time?
There are times when the Church needs more than edification, encouragement and comfort. We need the prophet.

Influence without leverage 
Acts 21:9 “He had four unmarried daughters who prophesied.”
The Evangelist had daughters who prophesied. 
A few months ago a couple came up to me after a church service and asked me to pray for their child. But they wanted a specific prayer. “He’s going to be a Pastor.” They wanted me to pray for him to be an anointed Pastor. But first they had to catch him as being only 4 years old he was running around the church as fast as he could. How someone’s future could be decided at such an age is quite worrying. I suppose they take the examples from the prophets of Old called before they were born even. 
Throughout their childhood my children have played at ‘church services’. Whatever happened at church they copied at home. From worship bands to me preaching (this was called shouting by them) baptisms on the bed and during a season of Holy Spirit activity they would enjoy pushing each other over. 

Today the fact that both of them are serving God in different churches doesn’t reveal their struggle to be who they are and more importantly who God wanted them to be and not because their father is a leader. 

I have learnt that parents need to step back and allow children to be different and yet st the same time have some positive influence. 

You see Philip had influence over his daughters. Paul believed that being single meant for a greater opportunity to be devoted to Christ. Philips daughters were committed to Christ and His Church. They prophesied just as Joel predicted that our sons and daughters would do. They were not afraid to speak the word of God. 

But they weren’t Evangelists. 

Influence without leverage is our greatest legacy to the next generation.

Who are you?
Acts 21:8 “Leaving the next day, we reached Caesarea and stayed at the house of Philip the evangelist, one of the Seven.”

I spend my life with titles, some are earned, some are given and some are self-appointed.
Recently I noticed a friend who had been called Pastor X and then Bishop X is actually now called Archbishop X. I wonder what he will be called next? Would it be Cardinal X? Is that what is next, I am not sure what the progression is? You see those of us from Pentecostal/Charismatic streams have to nip inside other denominations and church structures now and again to take a title. I fear we are running out of titles. I mean what is there after Pope?
In my ministry I have been called Parson, Reverend, Pastor and over recent years Teacher, Doctor, Bishop, Servant (I like that one), The Very (something I can’t remember), Missions mogul (okay I just made that up!). But my favourite name is Paul (it means small). In my office when the staff get a little cheeky I usually say, “Do you not know who I am?!” This is always followed by everyone laughing. Why? We have a working culture where we do not take ourselves too seriously or look at ourselves through rose-tinted lenses.
This is the only time that Luke describes someone as an ‘evangelist’ in Acts. This is not because there was no one evangelising. Not do I believe it was because Philip had created the title and given it himself out of pride and self-importance. I believe it was because Philip had been seeing phenomenal results, especially in Samaria. The title was given not because this is what he did, but the results of what he did.
I kind of like that. I think perhaps results should matter more than we give our attention to.
Certainly this is so if we are going to lay claim to a title that suggests this is who we are.
Can a fishermen be called a fishermen if there is no catch of fish? I suppose, but for how long?
What about a farmer who never grows anything?
A Pastor who is never with people to care for them?
A leader who has no one following them?
A missionary who has never moved and told anyone from a different culture the gospel?
Faithfulness is important and it is God who always gives the increase but not if the person is in the wrong job or has taken a title simply because it had a fancy name or for prestige.
I have met many across the world who are trapped behind a title that at the time seemed great but it soon lost its gloss. They are not who they or others say they are. They have to feign results, make them up, or justify a lack of them.
I am not against titles, I wouldn’t be as I have one, but I think we should always live in correlation. If this is who we are then not only should we be doing this but it should be obvious to everyone that the title justifies itself.
With love, from the International Missions Director.

Only for 1 day
Acts 21: 7 “We continued our voyage from Tyre and landed at Ptolemais, where we greeted the brothers and sisters and stayed with them for a day.”

Everywhere Paul went he would find disciples of Christ to encourage them. This wasn’t in a random way or taking him out of the way, but this was on route to his destination, his trial in Jerusalem. So we are not surprised to see in this verse when they landed at Ptolemais that he did just that. But only for a day.

Stay with me for a moment as we read the journey of Jesus to Jerusalem:
As the time approached for him to be taken up to heaven, Jesus resolutely set out for Jerusalem Luke 9:51
As they were walking along the road … Luke 9:57
After this the Lord appointed seventy-two others and sent them two by two ahead of him to every town and place where he was about to go. Luke 10:1
As Jesus and his disciples were on their way … Luke 10:38
Then Jesus went through the towns and villages, teaching as he made his way to Jerusalem. Luke 13:22
Large crowds were travelling with Jesus … Luke 14:25
Now on his way to Jerusalem … Luke 17:11
Jesus took the Twelve aside and told them, “We are going up to Jerusalem …” Luke 18:31
Jesus entered Jericho and was passing through … Luke 19:1
After Jesus had said this, he went on ahead, going up to Jerusalem… Luke 19:28
When he came near the place where the road goes down the Mount of Olives … Luke 19:37
As he approached Jerusalem and saw the city, he wept over it … Luke 19:41

It is quite a journey! In between each of the above verses are accounts of Jesus meeting people, being confronted and confronting, teaching and miracles, but one thing is clear, I am not stopping here for long.
Just a day. One day. Why? Because I have to stand trial in Jerusalem, Paul would say.
What is our cause? Where is our destiny? What are our eyes focused on?
If we know where we are going then the interruptions of life no matter how wonderful and godly they may be will not become places where we settle and establish a home. This is not our home, it is there … that is my home … I cannot stay here too long … Don’t hold on to me I have to move … don’t distract me from my destiny.
It is true eternally, our eyes are on our heavenly home, the prize, the finishing line, Jesus. This is not our place, we are passing through and nothing will stop us from our destiny, we are sojourners in this world, we are going there, so I can just stay a day.
One day.

Go Home
Acts 21:6 “After saying goodbye to each other, we went aboard the ship, and they returned home.”

Some have to leave and some have to return home. But both do what God has called them to do and that is to live for Him and be a witness in this world.
On the beach after prayer, Paul and his team board the ship and the church believers go back home.
Jesus said:
‘Get up, take your mat and go home.’
‘Go home to your own people and tell them how much the Lord has done for you, and how he has had mercy on you.’
‘Return home and tell how much God has done for you.’ So the man went away and told all over the town how much Jesus had done for him.
Not everyone can live the life of a missionary, crossing borders, learning new languages and speaking of Jesus to those who haven’t heard of him.
However, our homes need Jesus, our towns and cities need Jesus. If we don’t have a strategy for the gospel in those places then no one will hear.
Go home today and show love.
Go home and be a disciple of Jesus.
Go home and tell others.
Let your home be saved!

Yesterday afternoon
Acts 21: 5 “When it was time to leave, we left and continued on our way. All of them, including wives and children, accompanied us out of the city, and there on the beach we knelt to pray.”

When it is time to leave, leave.

The Message says, “When our time was up, they escorted us out of the city to the docks. Everyone came along—men, women, children. They made a farewell party of the occasion! We all kneeled together on the beach and prayed.”

Yesterday afternoon I listened to a message about seasons asking the question, do you know what time you are in, Winter, Spring, Summer or Autumn?

Yesterday afternoon I heard a preacher and leader of many churches in India share how his father had died and that on his death bed, his father said, “God has done in my life all He has wanted to do.” His father knew this was his last breath and these were his last words and that is why he said them.

Yesterday afternoon I was told by a friend who has a school in a persecuted nation that their donor has suddenly without warning stopped their funding and has walked away from them. I wish I could give you the reason but if you can manage the smallest reason possible then it is smaller than that! The salaries of these teachers, the education and gospel witness is immediately under threat. They have had to borrow money to pay this month’s bill. But their anxiety over the future was also mixed with the fact that their close friend of many years had stopped their relationship.
We need to know when the season is over.
We need to know when the time is up for an activity or yes even our life.
We need to know when the chapter of a friendship is closing or has closed.
We then need to continue along our way.
Paul and his team knew it had come to an end, they had done what they should have done and painful though it was, they left.
We need to know the exits as well as the entrances.

The Lord would say this and that …
Acts 21:4 “We sought out the disciples there and stayed with them seven days. Through the Spirit they urged Paul not to go on to Jerusalem.”

The Lord would say …?
I was in my first year at Bible College and had my student placement every Sunday in an old Welsh Chapel that seated 600 people. I went there every week with a team of 3 other students. We boosted the congregation and if it wasn’t raining we would get 10 people for the Sunday morning celebration!
And most Sundays the Spirit would speak through the gift of tongues and interpretation …!
The 6 members wouldn’t sit together, they were scattered throughout the ground floor trusting God that He would send in not just people to fill the lower level but also the gallery too. Revival was coming! However, they didn’t sit together pre-revival. One lady rose and spoke in tongues, we waited and another rose to give the interpretation. But often the lady who gave the message in tongues didn’t believe that the interpretation was correct, so would indeed correct the interpretation with something like … “What the Lord meant to say is …” I do remember one particular Sunday morning when the lady with the first interpretation decided to counter the correction with a “Actually NO the Lord was correct the first time …” This pantomime was part of my development as a bible college student! If I had the courage that I have today I would have carried out my threat of countering both messenger and interpreter by standing and saying “Actually you are both wrong says the Lord of Hosts, I have been silent the whole time.”
I am sure you have many stories of the Lord apparently saying something which seemed very odd to you. Well here in this verse it is one of those times. Paul had previously told the Ephesian elders that the Spirit was compelling him to go to Jerusalem and yet today we read that the Spirit urged Paul not to go. Argh! Has the Spirit changed His mind? NO!
Let me simply suggest that the Spirit is telling many prophets in various places that Paul was going to suffer in Jerusalem and out of their concern for him they added their own slant and understanding that this must mean ‘don’t go!’. However Paul is convinced he should and he is fully prepared to suffer and to lay his life down. He has already died to Christ.
Sobering this may be today for us however sometimes in our simplistic understanding we may be tempted to think, “Oh God wouldn’t let anything bad happen to me.” It is true our eternity is protected but not so our life on earth if you think protection is free from disappointment, sickness, harm and even death then you are mistaken. Jesus said we will have trouble in this world so we must be ready for that. We must surrender our lives daily. We must realise that to live is Christ, to die is gain.
The Spirit had spoken to Paul with a compulsion to go to Jerusalem and many confirmed what he already knew that he would suffer there. But that didn’t mean he shouldn’t go.
As a missionary in this world of which we are all one in some form or another we have to go into the whole world and at times we will be called to go to dangerous places. We will be called to lose our lives. “All to Jesus I surrender” is an old hymn I sang throughout my childhood and teenage years. I couldn’t sing it without being moved deeply to do just that. I have been saved many times on that hymn! Even today as a young 51 yr old (!) I am moved to tears when I hear those words.
It can go wrong, well at least it can feel like that, it can be very tough on this earth, but the promise of the presence of God is with those who are willing to go. Don’t let any man’s interpretation of the call of God on your life change that or divert your path. Pick up your cross and go forward.