I am a sign for Israel.
My life is a message to them.
When they see how I live, the words I say, my responses and reactions, they see God.
It takes everything.
This is 24/7 walking with God.
All that I am.
Everything I have.
That includes the things I would not choose to let go of.
The apple of my eye.
Jerusalem, the desire of my people will be taken and burnt even though no one thinks it will be.
My wife will be that sign of this happening.
In her death she will speak.
And in her death I will not cry, I will not mourn my loss.
For this is the will of God.
And I surrender.